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From Which I Came

by Steel Audrey

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1.
Gold Digger 03:45
Gold digger, don't you gold dig no more I got your love figured, got you all figured I'm holding back and you're wanting more Gold digger, don't you gold dig no more Gold digger, don't you gold dig no more I'm holding back and you're wanting more Gunslinger, leave your guns outside the door You're coming off a bender, you got a fast temper You can come inside but you must stay calm Gunslinger, leave your guns outside the door Gunslinger, leave your guns outside the door You can come inside but you must stay calm Gambler, don't you squander no more You were up a dollar now you're down four And it's just left you wanting more So gambler don't you squander no more Gambler, don't you squander no more You were up a dollar now you're down four Lead liver, don't you empty that bottle Red nose don't you empty that bottle You're a low down, no good, foolish drunk Lead liver don't you empty that bottle Gold Digger, don’t you gold dig no more Gunslinger, leave your guns outside the door Gambler, don’t you squander no more
2.
I’ve been too busy to love you I’ve been too busy to call I’ve been too busy not thinking of you But I can’t find the time to go I found you standing by the water Holdin’ a flower to your heart You looked so beautiful in sorrow Your eyes did shield a broken heart You said you had something to tell me And though you loved me something fierce You couldn't handle never knowing Where I was when I wasn't here I've been to busy to love you I’ve been too busy to call I’ve been too busy not thinking of you But I can’t find the time to go I told you I had to work a double And that the boss had called me in Well, I didn’t lie, but I embellished Now I’m broke and drunk and stumblin’ Through the alleys, past the train cars Tryin’ to find my way back home Without my watch and less a wallet And God knows where I left my phone I've been to busy to love you I’ve been too busy to call I’ve been too busy not thinking of you But I can’t find the time to go I got a dollar in my pocket I got an ace slid up my sleeve So deal ‘em down, I’m feelin’ lucky And on the draw I’m feelin’ mean I got a pistol in my pocket I got a glimmer in my eye And if you’re looking for adventure Girl, you’ll never find a better guy But, I've been to busy to love you I've been too busy to hold you tight I got a dollar in my pocket And an ace slid up my sleeve So deal 'em down I'm feelin' lucky tonight! Yeah, deal 'em down I'm feelin' lucky tonight!
3.
When I close my eyes the world is colourful and bright All the feelings that I have are good and right But when I open them the world seems to cave in All the colours turn to black and white I’ve come to understand that I'm not much a man And I could never change, I ain’t got what it takes When I had love on my side, she made the world warm and bright When she did then I could do most anything But now I'm lonely every night wishing I could hold her tight I'll be cryin' 'til the world caves in Momma used to say that I could live life anyway that I please and I believe her still today Daddy used to say that I could be most anything Sadly the world don't work that way I’ve come to understand that I'm not much a man And I could never change, I ain’t got what it takes When I had love on my side, she made the world warm and bright When she did then I could do most anything But now I'm lonely every night wishing I could hold her tight I'll be cryin' 'til the world caves in When I look at you I see the things I put you through and the pain in your eyes fills me with shame When I think of all the ways I've lived my life in vain it's hard to believe that I can change I’ve come to understand that I'm not much a man And I could never change, I don't have what it takes When I had love on my side, she made the world warm and bright When she did then I could do most anything Now I'm lonely every night wishing I could hold her tight I'll be cryin' 'til the world caves in I'll be cryin' 'til the world caves in
4.
When I die, spread my ashes far and wide Back to the earth from which I came When I die my body will decay Back to the earth from which it came When I die, won't you lay me low And pray the Lord for to save my soul Or my ghost may wander and toil in vain Let me rest in the earth from which I came When I die, spread my ashes far and wide Back to the earth from which I came When I die won't you sink me down 'Neath the the muddy river on the 'skirts of town Let that peaceful current carry me home To a grave forever unknown When I die, spread my ashes far and wide Back to the earth from which I came When I die, don’t you write on my stone A sentiment left for the rain But if you must won't you keep plain "I've gone back to the earth from which I came" When I die, spread my ashes far and wide Back to the earth from which I came When I die my body will decay Back to the earth from which it came Let me rest in the earth from which I came
5.
There's frost on the windows, there's frost on the doors It's minus 45 outside, with the windchill 54 I ain't never seen the likes of such a cold winter before I went to feed the horses and the dogs don't feed themselves So I dressed up like an Eskimo though it didn't seem to help If Jackfrost is the devil, then Manitoba must be hell If Jackfrost is the devil, then Manitoba must be hell I got frostbite on my fingers, I got frostbite on my toes There’s icicles in my beard and I cannot feel my nose It’s almost minus 55 outside; This Christmas is fixin’ to be cold It’s Christmas Eve and I should have my feet up by a fire Sippin’ on some eggnog, doing puzzles, wasting time But I got animals to feed and they don’t understand what Christmas means If Jackfrost is the devil, then Manitoba must be hades I went to start the Chevy, but it just gave a click and a whine Even though the blockheater had been working overtime And when I went to go inside, well, I left my keys behind Now I’m locked out of my Chevy and I’m locked out of my house I got a lot of chores to do, but my mood is getting foul It looks like I might be spending Christmas with the cows If Jackfrost is the devil, then Manitoba must be hell If Jackfrost is the devil, then Manitoba must be hell If Jackfrost is the devil, then Manitoba must be hell I swear that Jackfrost, he’s the devil, and Manitoba is hell
6.
One eye on the dashboard Watching the red fuel light I've determined I will make it home tonight Your smile before me, taped to the wheel So I know you're not far from here One eye on the asphalt I’m riding the double line Been driving steady for at least two thousand miles Twenty days without you Feels like twenty more But I’m not so far from home One eye on The dashboard One on the open road Leave the light on I promise I'll be home Headlights cast shadows But your smile, still it glows I'm not so far from home The road is getting blurry And the headlights are growing lines I roll down the windows; my eyes are hanging tired I can see the farmhouse cross an open prairie sky Where your smile waits for mine One eye on the dashboard One on the open road Leave the light on I promise I'll be home Headlights cast shadows But your smile, still it glows I'm not so far from home I can see the farmhouse cross an open prairie sky Where your smile waits for mine
7.
Oh the wind, it blows man, it blows through my hair That bluebird sings a song, he sings a song so fair But I love a woman, and she don’t love me That blue bird’s singin’ but he ain’t singin’ for me The sun it shines man, yeah it shines so sweet I got a big ol’ smile girls, all the world can see I’m a handsome man, and my aim is right Oh the bluebird’s singin’ but he ain’t singin’ at night I’m a wealthy man, lord, I got a house and home My beer is full man, yeah the beer it flows But I love a woman, she don’t love me The blue bird’s singin’ but he aint singin’ for me The blue bird’s singin’ but he aint singin’ for me
8.
I killed a man with my right hand I killed him in cold blood I let him bleed out at my feet Oh Lord, my guilt runs deep I killed a man with my right hand I laid him in the ground I buried him in six feet of sin Oh Lord, my blood runs thin Lordy, Lordy, send you mercy down on me But mercy ain't what I need I once was blind, but now I see There ain't none more wretch than me I killed a man for 30 piece And I bought the potter’s field I sealed a kiss upon his face And in grief I hang above his grave Lordy, Lordy, send you mercy down on me But mercy ain't what I need I once was blind, but now I see There ain't none more wretch than me Amazing grace, how sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me I once was lost, but now I'm blind I was found, but now I see Lordy, Lordy, have mercy on me But mercy ain't what I need I once was blind, but now I see There ain't none more wretch than me Lordy, Lordy, send your mercy down on me I killed the man from Galilee
9.
Cold Man 04:30
If you can conquer the moon, you can master the sea But with age comes confusion, and i'm much older than I seem You might find some trouble You might find some truth It might be black and white It could be grey and loose I'm a cold man I’m a cold man Blood on my hands What you sow in springtime, you reap in fall If you don’t save your sister, you’ll never save your soul You may fear the winter You may fear the cold But I fear the sunshine That makes the darkness known I'm a cold man I’m a cold man Blood on my hands I’m a cold man Blood on my hands If you can't pay the butcher, then you ought not eat the hen If you don't love your brother then you'll never love again You're not the type to worry You're not the type to whine You are a patient person But I'm the heedless kind I'm a cold man I’m a cold man I’m a cold man blood on my hands blood on my hands blood on my hands I’m a cold man If you can’t look a lover right in the eye You’ll never have another, that ain’t one word a lie
10.
I found myself walking the streets of another city that I didn’t know I was tired and hungry and cross as a sailor And I needed to get out of the cold I spotted a place called Old Edith’s Saloon, where she poured me a bitter stout She said “boy, that’ll give you hair in all the right places” She offered me a smile; I gave her a frown I told her I wasn’t looking for company And that my wallet was nearer to dry But I could tell that she was lonely and looking for someone to share a drink and a smile So she poured me another and asked if I always traveled with my guitar in hand I shrugged off my jacket and with a chip on my shoulder I told her all about my old man He loved to sing Kristofferson, Dylan and old Guthrie too He wasn’t a singer, and he wasn’t a picker But his words were honest and true He’d say, country singers and troubadour travellers are some of the poorest of folk But they sing out for others who can't tell their tales And that makes them richer than most I could tell that old Edith had been been through a lot So I asked her if she had a beau; I held her gaze until she looked away And when she turned back, she said "boy, you should go" I said, little lady, you're not the only one who's had their share of woes I had a woman, a home, and a hope But I threw it away for the road ‘Cause I love to sing Kristofferson, Dylan and old Guthrie too I'm not the best singer, and I'm a terrible picker But my words are honest and true Country singers and troubadour travellers are some of the poorest of folk But we sing out for others who can't tell their tales And that makes us richer than most Old Edith, she asked me if I was a picker, a chooser, a cheat, or a goat I told her I was hungry and looking for something to take the bite from the cold So she fed me a riddle and said she was once a singer who’d fallen on desperate days I could tell she had a spot in her heart for my calling, so I sang her a verse and refrain I love to sing Kristofferson, Dylan and old Guthrie too I'm not the best singer, and I'm a terrible picker But my words are honest and true Country singers and troubadour travellers are some of the poorest of folk But we sing out for others who can't tell their tales And that makes us richer than most So sing out for others who can't tell their tales And you will be richer than most
11.
Something inside me is looking for a girl like you I want a woman who's a mighty fine looker, can hold her liquor, take me home and make me move I ain't never had a woman like you and that's the truth Something inside me is looking for a little romance I want a woman who can love me kindly, show me gently what it means to love and never look back I ain't never met a woman like you and that's the truth I ain't never had a woman like you and that's the truth Hey pretty momma, won't you take my loving hand Say you'll be my woman and you'll let me be your man Won't you show me things that I’ll never see again Something inside me is looking for a second chance I want a woman with a charming smile, bedroom eyes, thighs of fire that are fast to dance I ain't never had a woman like that, no not a chance Something inside me is looking for to settle down Find myself a pretty young lady who will have my babies, love me ably until the sun goes down I ain't never had a woman like you and that's the truth I ain't never had a woman like you and that's the truth Hey pretty momma, when you took my beating heart right from my chest and you tore it all apart You wouldn't take my loving, but you took my loving heart You wouldn't take my loving, but you took my loving heart No, you wouldn't take my loving, but you took my loving heart
12.
When the darkness comes upon me And my soul shall forever be at rest I will fly with the other angels I will meet my maker then I pray my days be long and yielding And that peace walk e’er beside me May I learn to love completely May forgiveness be my guide When the darkness comes upon me And my soul shall forever be at rest I will fly with the other angels I will meet my maker then Though trials and tribulation have come to knock upon my door May I learn to face them fully May my fears be foes no more When the darkness comes upon me And my soul shall forever be at rest I will fly with the other angels I will meet my maker then When hope gives way to failure And when pleasure leads me ill May my burdens lead to repentance May my beating heart be still When the darkness comes upon me And my soul shall forever be at rest I will fly with the other angels I will meet my maker then

credits

released October 14, 2014

Acknowledgements:
All songs written by Steel Audrey (I Killed A Man: Steel Audrey & Matthew Rogers)
Produced, recorded and mixed by Matthew Rogers at Neighbourhood Productions, Vancouver, BC
Mastered by Harris Newman at Grey Market Mastering, Montreal QC
Album Photography by Mike Savage
Album Design by Steel Audrey

Musicians:
Steel Audrey: Vocals, Acoustic Guitar
Christie Rose: Background Vocals on I Killed A Man and The Troubadour
Erik Nielsen: Bass
Christie Rose, Sarah Orton and Savannah Leigh Wellman: Group Background Vocals
Jody Peck: Background Vocals
John Raham: Drums
Kathleen Nisbet: Fiddle
Matthew Rogers: Acoustic Guitar, Electric Guitar, Organ, Banjo
Scott Smith: Pedal Steel, Electric Guitar on Manitoba Jackfrost Blues
Tom Heuckendorff: Organ on Meet My Maker

Thanks to:
All the folks across Canada and Australia who came to listen to me share my songs.
Those of you who lent me your couches and guest bedrooms.
My close friends who have supported me through everything, whether it be good, bad or worse; I am forever grateful.
Dad, you are a true 'character' and someone who's life is worth emulating. I wrote The Troubadour for you.
Mom, you are the most caring and creative person I know. Thank you for passing on your creative spirit and showing me how to be a kinder person.
Sis, you and your beautiful family have supplied me with an endless supply of laughs; love ya.
Matt Rogers, for helping to make this album better than I could have imagined.

Steel Audrey acknowledges the financial support of the Government of Canada through the Department of Canadian Heritage (Canada Music Fund) and of Canada's Private Radio Broadcasters.

© Steel Audrey 2014 All Rights Reserved. All Songs MAPL

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Steel Audrey Vancouver, British Columbia

Steel Audrey is a country-folk artist with a “rustic, old world sound packaged inside the cargo car of a freight train...” (Songoid). His ability to tell a story through song is reminiscent of Kristofferson, Dylan and Springsteen. His blue-collar origins are evident in both narrative and delivery .."extra powerful and raspy... It’s not a pretty picture, but then, life never is.” (Greyowl Point) ... more

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